I have an appointment with an opthamologist this afternoon. I'm hoping they'll finally be able to tell me what I can do to stop my eyelashes from falling out. For the past few months I've been trying not to worry about it but I'm pretty sure my current medicine isn't doing anything at all. I use it every night and all it seems to do is sting my eyes and make them turn red. Then I start to tear up and all the medicine comes off anyway. I am constantly self-conscious about them and I know Mitch is sick of hearing about it.
I came across this quote the other day that made me re-think my current mindset about all this:
"Both abundance and lack [of abundance] exist simultaneously in our lives, as parallel realities. It is always our conscious choice which secret garden we will tend...when we choose not to focus on what is missing from our lives but our grateful for the abundance that's present--love, health, family, friends, work, the joys of nature, and personal pursuits that bring us[happiness]-the wasteland of illusion falls away and we experience heaven on earth."
-Sarah Ban Breathnach, quoted by Pres. Thomas S. Monson
(Ensign, Nov. 2008)
I think I need to start focusing more on the great abundance I have been blessed with in my life then my lack of a few (more like a lot, but no difference) eyelashes. I think this will be my new resolution for the year.